Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Just shut up!

I have this habit of talking, when I shouldn't. Like right now, I'm really upset about a friend who kicked me to the curb... and so I get all grey inside and start thinking everyone hates me.. I find ways of twisting my own words to make them sound like I said something so mean that a person couldn't possibly love me. Like the other day I made a joke that I like to argue and my friend likes pretty girls.. well I didn't mean it to be offensive, there is nothing wrong with liking pretty girls.. yet this person has hardly said a word to me, and I keep trying to talk to them... so do you hate me? Did what I said somehow hit a nerve? Do you think because I said it, it means I hate this girl I never met? Cuz I don't, why do my firends think I don't want the best for them? How did I become such a terrible person? I think I was better off in my high school days when I didn't talk to anyone. At least that way, I couldn't hurt anyone, cuz no one could get close enough for me to know how to low blow... Im just gonna shut up.

7 comments:

  1. This was a really good example of when you should have not said anything :P

    "How did I become such a terrible person? I think I was better off in my high school days when I didn't talk to anyone. At least that way, I couldn't hurt anyone, cuz no one could get close enough for me to know how to low blow.."

    I love you dearly, and I hope you don't sincerely mean that your life was better off without the friends that you have now, cause that's basically what you're saying. You aren't a terrible person. Your friend either misunderstood or is sensitive. Don't stress it. The rest of us love you

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  2. Jiggles is an escaped convict, non?

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